Third Christmas Without You

December 2022 The first Christmas after my brother departed, I wanted to make sure he was still very much part of the season. I started some new traditions,

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The Reality Of When They End Their Life

December 2022 The reality of when your loved one ends their life….. 🥺A phone call during lockdown with the news that I never wanted (or expected) to hear

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Virtual Route 66 Challenge – Raising Funds For Charity

September 2022 I need your help everyone.🙏I want to raise £2,280 (the total number of miles I'm walking/cycling/dancing) for two charities……it’s all part of the virtual Route 66

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The Day I Met Search Dog Millie

On 16 June 2020 during the Covid Pandemic, Sussex Search & Rescue and Search Dogs Sussex were deployed in the beautiful Ashdown Forest to search for a missing

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September Suicide Awareness Month

September is Suicide Awareness Month 🙏 Never in a million years did I think my brother would die this way….never…..and yet, he did 😢 And so have so

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Memorial Necklace

May 2021 Emotional day today.... I collected the chain that my darling brother used to wear from the wonderful jeweller Catherine Hills, who created this for me 💙❤️

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The World Returns To ‘Normal’ After The Pandemic

April 2021 It’s 10 months today that my brother passed by suicide......I felt the need to write ✍️ ....The world is starting to return to ‘normal’ or a new

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Why I Don’t Want 2020 To End

December 2020 Someone said to me “I bet you’ll be relieved when 2020 is over...”And that hit me. Not in the way I expected it to.It hit me

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